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My take on Kendrick's Super Bowl performance

2/13/2025

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By Trey Alessio
Kendrick Lamar performed during the Super Bowl LIX Apple Music Halftime Show and stirred up a lot of conversation amongst the American viewing audience. As a Kendrick fan, I may be a little biased about this performance, but everything he does is so intentional and begs to be analyzed, so I feel compelled to dive deeper into his Super Bowl performance.

(Watch the video here: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDorKy-13ak​)

On the surface, Kendrick’s performance may be perceived as a final nail in the coffin in the scope of the ongoing rap beef with Drake, and while it’s definitely a part of it, I believe it’s a microcosm for something bigger that Kendrick is trying to convey.
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SOURCE: Los Angeles Times
For background reference and for those who may not be familiar with this rap beef between Kendrick and Drake, it’s been brewing for years with subtle jabs at each other dating all the way back to 2011, but the core rap beef between the two started with Drake’s song “First Person Shooter” from his 2023 album For All the Dogs. J. Cole, another one of hip-hop’s giants, who also toured with Drake in 2024, was featured on this song and began with the line, “Me and Drizzy, this shit like the Super Bowl.” Drake doubles down on the chorus of the song by saying, “Big as the what? Big as the what? Big as the Super Bowl.” Cole also raps, “Love when they argue the hardest MC. Is K-Dot [Kendrick]? Is it Aubrey [Drake]? Or me? We the big three like we started a league.” Then, in March of 2024, Kendrick sent the hip-hop community into a frenzy with a surprise-feature on the song “Like That” from Future and Metro Boomin’s joint album We Don’t Trust You, which is also a subtle jab at Drake on an overarching level. On “Like That,” Kendrick raps, “Motherfuck the big three. ***** it’s just big me.” In this context, Kendrick is basically telling Drake and Cole that they’re essentially not in the same league as him while simultaneously claiming his spot as the top dog in hip-hop. At this point, this rekindled beef between Kendrick and Drake seemed to mostly be competitive in nature, which is something the hip-hop community promotes and endorses. 

Kendrick and Drake spent the spring and summer of 2024 trading diss tracks. The final round included Kendrick releasing “Not Like Us,” and Drake responding with “The Heart Part 6.” The latter was met with harsh criticism while the former was met with massive praise, so Kendrick was deemed the winner within the hip-hop community and the back-and-forth essentially fizzled out.
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Fast forward to November 22, 2024. Kendrick released a surprise-album called GNX, which was also met with critical acclaim and popular demand. While there were some subtle hints toward the rap beef with Drake, GNX was mostly a fun ode to LA and its west coast sound that proved to be popular on “Not Like Us.” In the midst of this rollout, the NFL also announced that Kendrick Lamar would be the performer at the Super Bowl halftime show in New Orleans. Of course, in the scope of the rap beef, Kendrick got the last laugh by going full-circle from the “big as the Super Bowl” line on the song that sparked all of this back-and-forth to actually being the one who would perform at the Super Bowl. 

That leads us to Kendrick’s performance at the Super Bowl, which focused mainly on rap. The setlist only included two melodic songs with the help of SZA, so it’s evident that Kendrick wanted to showcase hip-hop without any of the fluff. So, for the people who were upset that Kendrick didn’t perform the hits, I would say that choice was absolutely intentional. I’m not going to break down the entire performance song-by-song, but I want to focus on some of the key elements.
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SOURCE: Entertainment Weekly
​I think an important piece to this is “the game” and all of what that entails. The first images we see are icons that appear to be from a Playstation gaming controller. We also hear Samuel L. Jackson open up the show by saying, “Salutations. It’s your Uncle Sam, and this is the great American game!” He’s wearing a red, white and blue top hat and a blue coat with 16 white stars, which could be an easter egg and a callback to Kendrick’s song “Wacced Out Murals” from GNX where he raps, “I done lost plenty friends. 16 to be specific.” Kendrick goes on to perform an unreleased song from the GNX teaser and the song “Squabble Up.” The latter is a song that is rowdy and hard-hitting in nature, so people who aren’t fans of this kind of hip-hop may have instantly chalked this performance up to not meeting the perceived American standards for a Super Bowl halftime show. After “Squabble Up,” Jackson’s Uncle Sam says, “no, no, no, no! Too loud, too reckless, too ghetto! Mr. Lamar, do you really know how to play the game? Then tighten up!”

Kendrick responds to this by playing the song “HUMBLE” from the album DAMN. With this song coming after Uncle Sam saying Kendrick’s performance is “too ghetto,” Kendrick could be responding to the Americans who follow that same belief by telling them to “be humble.” At this point, it appears Kendrick isn’t going to play “the game” the way the average NFL viewer would expect him to.

A little later in the performance, Kendrick goes on to perform “Man at the Garden” from GNX with a backup choir of sorts made up of black men wearing white shirts and jeans. After this song, Uncle Sam says, “I see you brought your homeboys with you. The old culture cheat code.” He then looks into the camera and says, “Scorekeeper, deduct one life.” While this line plays into the element of losing a life in a video game and how that could parallel “the great American game,” this could also be a visual representation of Kendrick’s friends from his old neighborhood. In that context, when Uncle Sam says, “deduct one life,” it almost feels as if this is Kendrick’s subtle albeit dark way of acknowledging how easy it is for life to be taken away where he comes from.
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SOURCE: People
After Kendrick taps SZA and goes on to play much smoother songs like “Luther” from GNX and “All the Stars” from the Black Panther soundtrack, Uncle Sam says, “Yeah! That’s what I’m talking about. That’s what America wants–nice, calm. You’re almost there. Don’t mess this up!” Again, this could be Kendrick’s tongue-in-cheek way of responding to the Americans who blindly dislike rap music because it may not be “nice” or “calm.” After this, “Not Like Us,” a song that definitely isn’t “nice” or “calm,” starts to play again and Uncle Sam rolls his eyes and walks away. But before Kendrick gets into “Not Like Us,” he says something I believe is very important in the context of this performance. 

Kendrick says, “There’s a cultural divide; I’ma get it on the floor.” The female vocalists ask, “you’re really ‘bout to do it?” as the “Not Like Us” beat continues. Kendrick then says, “40 acres and a mule; this is bigger than the music.” Again, the female vocalists ask, “you’re really ‘bout to do it?” as the “Not Like Us” beat plays again. Kendrick says, “They tried to rig the game, but you can’t fake influence.” The female vocalists then say, “Then get on it like that,” and Kendrick finally proceeds to perform “Not Like Us” followed by “TV Off” from GNX.

Now, while it’s easy to get caught up in the rap beef with Drake, especially when Kendrick looks directly at the camera when he name-drops him, I believe this performance, its message and really the entire beef in general are a part of a bigger conversation Kendrick is trying to have with us. I want to focus on the words “there’s a cultural divide.” In doing so, I want to look back at some overarching messages I believe were lost within some of the diss tracks in the midst of the rap beef with Drake.
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Let’s start with “Euphoria,” which was Kendrick’s response to Drake’s back-to-back diss tracks “Push Ups” and “Taylor Made Freestyle,” the latter in which Drake used AI to rap from the perspective of Tupac and Snoop Dogg without proper permission. While Kendrick is responding to multiple things Drake said on these other tracks in the spirit of a competitive rivalry, he’s subtly questioning Drake’s status within “the game” of hip-hop as well as the black community. On “Euphoria,” Kendrick raps to Drake, “I hate the way that you walk, the way that you talk. I hate the way that you dress. I hate the way that you sneak diss. If I catch flight, it’s gon’ be direct. We hate the bitches you fuck ‘cause they confuse themself with real women. And notice I said ‘we,’ it’s not just me, I’m what the culture feeling. How many more black features ‘til you finally feel that you’re black enough? I like Drake with the melodies. I don’t like Drake when he act tough.” Kendrick is essentially calling Drake out for being a “culture vulture” or somebody who appropriates on black culture, thus questioning Drake’s place in hip-hop altogether. 

Let’s also look at the third verse of “Not Like Us,” which was a part of Kendrick’s back-to-back response to Drake’s “Family Matters” track, coupled with the menacing “Meet the Graham’s” track. On “Not Like Us,” Kendrick raps, “Once upon a time, all of us was in chains. Homie still doubled down calling us some slaves. Atlanta was the mecca, building railroads and trains. Bear with me for a second, let me put ya’ll on game. The settlers was using townfolk to make ‘em richer. Fast forward, 2024, you got the same agenda. You run to Atlanta when you need a check balance. Let me break it down for you, this the real ***** challenge. You called Future when you didn’t see the club. Lil Baby helped you get your lingo up. 21 gave you false street cred. Thug made you feel like you a slime in your head. Quavo said you can be from Northside. 2 Chainz say you good, but he lied. You run to Atlanta when you need a few dollars. No, you not a colleague, you a fucking colonizer. The family matter and the truth of the matter, it was God’s plan to show ya’ll the liar.”

There’s a lot to dissect here, but I’ll do my best to make it clear. Kendrick is essentially doubling down on the same message from “Euphoria.” I believe Kendrick is saying that Drake isn’t a colleague within “the game” of hip-hop but rather a colonizer because he essentially appropriates hip-hop and black culture. Future, Lil Baby, 21 Savage, Young Thug, Quavo and 2 Chainz are all black rappers from Atlanta, and I believe Kendrick is saying Drake uses these rappers and their blackness in order to stand on their shoulders and further his appropriating agenda. Fast forward to the Super Bowl halftime performance. When Samuel L. Jackson’s Uncle Sam character continues to refer to “the game,” he not only means the football game on TV, he also means “the game” of hip-hop and furthermore the black community. I think Kendrick is using the beef with Drake–somebody he doesn’t believe is worthy to be a part of these communities–as a microcosm to essentially draw a line in the sand. I believe Kendrick is essentially saying, “you’re either with the culture or you’re against it.” With him being center-stage of the Super Bowl’s first solo hip-hop act for its halftime performance, Kendrick is taking it upon himself to draw this line in the sand. I think this is apparent when Kendrick says, “the revolution’s about to be televised. You picked the right time but the wrong guy,” in his performance. I took that line almost as if Kendrick was assuming the role of the Joker in The Dark Knight–somebody who “can’t be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn.” In this context, “the world” is this “game” of hip-hop and furthermore the popular culture surrounding the genre. I would be remiss if I didn’t bring up Kendrick’s untitled Instagram-song that he released on September 11, 2024. He raps, “I think it’s time to watch the party die.” To me, it feels like Kendrick is willing to burn down the genre of hip-hop to wither out colonizers like Drake in order to build anew and bring “the game” back to its original roots where rapping is at the center. Like Kendrick said in his Super Bowl performance, “There’s a cultural divide; I’ma get it on the floor. 40 acres and a mule; this is bigger than the music. They tried to rig the game, but you can’t fake influence.”

“40 acres and a mule” was in reference to a promise of land and resources given to black Americans after the Civil War in terms of reparations after slavery was abolished. That promise was ultimately broken, but it feels like this performance was Kendrick’s way of taking back what is rightfully his, and in larger part, the culture’s because, with this show, Kendrick earned the most watched Super Bowl halftime performance in its history. I believe this is Kendrick putting black culture and hip-hop at the forefront. “There’s a cultural divide; I’ma get it on the floor. 40 acres and a mule; this is bigger than the music. They tried to rig the game, but you can’t fake influence.”

Kendrick's influence can't be ignored and ultimately begs the question, "Are you with the culture or against it?"
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My connection to Mac Miller

2/3/2025

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By Trey Alessio
Balloonerism, an unreleased album Mac Miller recorded in 2014, officially dropped in January, and it transported me back to the Watching Movies With the Sound Off/Faces era, so I wanted to take a look back on Mac Miller’s career and how his music has affected me.
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SOURCE: Genius
I want to go back in time to the days when HotNewHipHop hosted songs and mixtapes for free. It might be hard for the younger generation to fully understand this, but, at least for me, there was some joy in actually downloading a music project and feeling like it was a part of your collection–almost as if you owned it. Being a huge hip-hop head, I frequently scoured HNHH to find new music and discover new artists. I discovered Mac Miller after K.I.D.S. was already out, but I remember enjoying songs like “Senior Skip Day,” “Don’t Mind If I Do” and “Knock Knock” on my iPod Touch. It wasn’t until Best Day Ever came out in 2011 when I became fully immersed in the Mac Miller fandom. I even remember watching Mac Miller promote and celebrate the mixtape on an early livestream platform the night before its release date. I definitely felt the hype and was all-in after I listened to Best Day Ever in its entirety the next day. I remember hearing Mac’s uplifting, light-hearted message, “No matter where life takes me, find me with a smile. Pursuit to be happy, only laughing like a child. I never thought life would be so sweet. It got me cheesing from cheek to cheek.” As a happy, carefree high school kid, I couldn’t help but buy in after hearing this opening track on Best Day Ever. 

I was a straight-A student and a two-sport athlete in high school with big dreams and aspirations, so songs like “Wake Up,” “Life Ain’t Easy” and “Snooze” really resonated with me. I wasn’t really into the party scene in high school, but for some reason, I also enjoyed songs like “Donald Trump” that gave off the turn-up vibe. (I know what you’re thinking with the name of this track, but here’s an old Mac Miller video to remind you where he stands! (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zm8ISls_TBA)  With that being said, Best Day Ever and some songs from K.I.D.S. became a part of my life’s soundtrack, and Mac Miller easily became one of my favorite artists. 

2011 was a big year for Mac Miller. He released Best Day Ever, an EP called On and On and Beyond, a holdover mixtape called I Love Life, Thank You and finally his debut album Blue Slide Park, which debuted at no. 1 on the US Billboard 200 chart. Somewhere in there, Mac also went on tour and stopped in my hometown, so a bunch of friends and I went to the concert. He put on a great show, and I even remember him playing guitar, which I thought was so cool. It was such a fun night, and I remember leaving the venue thinking Mac Miller was special.
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In 2012, I was a senior in high school, and Mac dropped a mixtape called Macadelic. It was an interesting project because we got spurts of that upbeat, fun side of Mac with songs like “Loud,” “Ignorant” and “Lucky Ass Bitch,” but we also got a deeper side of Mac with songs like “Fight the Feeling,” “The Question” and “Clarity.” In the moment, I think I probably enjoyed the fun songs more because I was finishing up high school with those big goals and an optimism about the future. I think a lot of kids with that mentality would gravitate toward the more upbeat tracks rather than the deep, introspective ones, but looking back, I have a bigger appreciation for the deeper cuts. Like Mac, I was still enjoying life to the fullest, but my thoughts about the world were beginning to mature. 

Fast forward to June 18, 2013. On this day, Yeezus by Kanye West, Born Sinner by J. Cole and Watching Movies With the Sound Off by Mac Miller all came out, so I remember being giddy with excitement to have so much music to listen to during my summer lawn-mowing gig while I was home from college. Admittedly, I think I pressed play on Kanye or Cole first, but when I finally got around to WMWTSO, it hit me the same way Macadelic did. In the moment, I remember enjoying the more upbeat songs like “Gees,” “Goosebumpz” and “O.K.,” but looking back on WMWTSO, I find myself returning to the deeper cuts like “The Star Room,” “Objects in the Mirror,” “REMember,” “Someone Like You,” “Aquarium” and “Youforia.” 

That leads into Mac’s 2014 mixtape Faces where he completely strayed away from any commercial appeal and strictly gave us dark, psychedelic vibes. Obviously, Mac had been experimenting with drugs during this period of time, and it showed with some of the heavier, more introspective topics on Faces. These projects came out during my college years when, like most college students, I was finding myself, finding out more about the world and finding my place in the world as well as the future I wanted for myself. I didn’t mess with drugs, but I did begin to socially drink and attend parties in college. With this newfound mentality and lifestyle in college, my musical tastes also began to shift toward deeper, more conscious rap. As Mac Miller transitioned from the fun-loving rapper we all grew to love on K.I.D.S. and Best Day Ever to the more reflective rapper on WMWTSO and Faces, I found my musical tastes mimicking the same arc.
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Mac dropped his major-label debut GO:OD AM with Warner Bros. in 2015 followed by The Divine Feminine in 2016. On GO:OD AM, Mac pulled himself out of the drug-infused fog from Faces and gave us a little bit of everything: some light-hearted vibes, some introspection, some bangers, etc. On The Divine Feminine, Mac went fully conceptual by creating a sexually-infused, lovey-dovey album (mainly inspired by his girlfriend Ariana Grande at the time). Again, I found my musical tastes shifting the same way Mac Miller was going artistically. I’d also like to point out that Kendrick Lamar’s album To Pimp a Butterfly came out in 2015 and completely shifted the way I consume and appreciate albums even to this day. With that being said, after To Pimp a Butterfly, I started to appreciate and even prefer concept albums, so The Divine Feminine was a breath of fresh air as a Mac Miller fan.
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In 2018, I was fresh out of college and settling into my “adult” job. I was still figuring a lot of things out in my life from my career path and my creative passions to my social life and finding my place in the world, so when Swimming dropped, it really struck a chord with me. While Swimming is mostly filled with sad songs, it’s ironically very hopeful. Around this time, I also found myself diversifying my musical pallet with different genres like R&B, pop, jazz, big band and even some rock, so hearing Mac expand his music with different sounds was awesome. From the jump, Swimming touched me and felt like something that would stick with me for a long time. I remember watching Mac’s Tiny Desk performance on NPR Music and getting so emotional after hearing him perform “2009.” It felt like Mac had finally honed his sound and his message, and it was amazing to see the trajectory of his music and his career. 

Fast forward about a month later. On Friday, September 7, I remember being excited heading into work that day because I had a date lined up, which was a rare occurrence for me. That excitement shifted very quickly for me because there was a major outage at my job, so I had to stay late. I remember it being very chaotic with a bunch of people panicking but ultimately coming together to get us back up and running. There was finally a break in the chaos, so a couple coworkers and I were taking a break, and all of a sudden, my group chats and social media platforms erupted. It was announced that Mac Miller died, and I remember feeling like someone punched me in the stomach. I was one of the younger guys at work, but one of the older guys saw how emotional I was getting. I told him Mac Miller died, and we bonded over this moment for a little bit.
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SOURCE: NPR
The line that immediately popped into my head was from the song “Perfect Circle / God Speed” on his GO:OD AM album where Mac says, “Everybody saying I need rehab. ‘Cause I’m speeding with a blindfold on. It won’t be long until they watching me crash. And they don’t wanna see that. They don’t want me to OD and have to talk to my mother. Tell her they could’ve done more to help me, and she’d just be crying, saying that she’d do anything to have me back. All the nights I’m losing sleep. It was all a dream, there was a time that I believed that. But white lines be numbing them dark times. The pills that I’m popping, I need to man up; admit it’s a problem. I need to wake up; before one morning I don’t wake up.” I told my coworker about this line, and we both sat there in silence with goosebumps. I was an emotional wreck, so I had to cancel the date I had planned for that night. It was definitely a sad day that sticks out in my memories. 

In 2020, Mac Miller’s estate announced that he had been working on a companion album to Swimming called Circles around the time of his death. The concept was intended to be two different styles that compliment each other to complete a circle, thus Swimming in Circles. Much like Swimming, Circles veered off the hip-hop path, blended other genres and sounds and touched on deep, powerful topics to create a beautiful body of work. The Swimming in Circles era was by far my favorite of Mac Miller’s. I think Mac finally honed his sound as an artist and allowed himself to be vulnerable across two complete bodies of work.
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In a 2019 interview with Vulture, Pharrell Williams was asked about the time he and Mac were planning a project called Pink Slime around 2013 that ultimately never saw the light of day. Pharell said, “[Mac] wanted people to know that there was way more to him than his indie-rap success. He wanted people to know the layers and the depth of his potential. But I would always tell him, ‘Who cares that they know? Why is it not an amazing gift that you know this about yourself so much so that you do these things?’ And that was the question he could never answer. It was the question I don’t think he was gonna be able to answer. He was so focused on that quest that he really didn’t have time to answer.” Well, I think Mac finally showed us the depth and layers within him with Swimming in Circles, amongst other projects that came after 2013, and I think Mac can rest easy knowing we, as fans, appreciate the vulnerabilities and complexities that made him and his music so special to all of us. 

This may sound strange, but I felt intrinsically connected to Mac’s music. Maybe it’s because we were only about a year apart in age, or maybe it was because when he grew as an artist, my musical tastes grew as a fan. Like I said, I think we both followed the same musical trajectory as artist and fan, respectively. It’s almost like we grew together throughout life. 

In 2024, my girlfriend and I took a trip to Pittsburgh. While we were there, we did a Mac Miller day. We saw the mural painted on the side of the ID Labs studio; we went to Frick Park Market where the owner gave us a tour and a history lesson on the building; we hiked through Frick Park to Blue Slide Park, slid down the blue slide and swung on the swing set; and finally we visited Taylor Allderdice High School. It was an amazing day filled with nostalgia and emotion. When we got back to the hotel, I saw people posting on social media about a mini-trailer that played at Tyler, the Creator’s music festival Camp Flog Gnaw. This trailer began the rollout for Balloonerism, which I thought was so cool that it started while we were in Pittsburgh.
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That leads me to Balloonerism. This is a project that Mac finished around the time of his Faces mixtape. Apparently, songs from this project leaked years ago and have been passed around on the internet for quite some time. Truthfully, I was unaware of this and had never heard any of the songs from Balloonerism prior to the 2025 release, so I was excited to receive some new Mac Miller music. After listening to the album and watching the animated companion film by Samuel Jerome Mason, both left me with a strange feeling. Both were beautiful but had me in a chokehold because they explored the juxtaposition of youth and death, which I think we all, as Mac Miller fans, can ponder now that he’s gone. The music from the album is haunting yet healing; eerie but euphoric. It’s almost like Balloonerism was meant to come out after Mac’s death because there are multiple moments on the album where it feels like he’s speaking to us from beyond the grave. 

My brain keeps circling back to that Pharell quote. “[Mac] wanted people to know the layers and the depth of his potential. But I would always tell him, ‘Who cares that they know? Why is it not an amazing gift that you know this about yourself so much so that you do these things?’ And that was the question he could never answer. It was the question I don’t think he was gonna be able to answer. He was so focused on that quest that he really didn’t have time to answer.” Now, in no way am I attempting to vilify Pharell–I think the legendary rapper/producer was actually trying to help Mac by telling him that he could create whatever kind of music he wanted to and it would resonate with his fans. I think Pharell was saying that quest to make his fans aware of the layers and depth within him would be Mac’s downfall. It almost makes me emotional thinking about this weight that Mac was living with–the pressure to show the world he was more than this easy-going frat-rapper. Meanwhile, Mac went down the dark path of drug-use, which eventually took his life away, in order to bring himself to produce music that would ultimately lead to those layers and depth of his potential on projects like Faces, Balloonerism, etc... But I want to emphasize that I believe Mac answered that question Pharell posed and showed people that he was way more than his indie-rap success. Of course, he didn’t have to prove anything. We, as Mac Miller fans, would’ve enjoyed and appreciated anything he did as long as he stayed true to himself. It saddens me that he was burdened with these thoughts, but it comforts me to know that he went out on top of his game musically and artistically. Hopefully he’s “cheesing from cheek to cheek” as he looks down on us, knowing that his music is still impacting fans across the world even after his death. 

I find solace in knowing Mac Miller is in a better place because “there’s a paradise waiting on the other side of the dock.” I, as well as all the life-long fans across the world, will continue to listen to and share Mac’s music in order to never let the light that he shined on this world dim.
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